I'm fighting with myself today! I'm losing!

I have about made up my mind to make a giant stride into the forgiveness foray. My late brother-in-law is being honored in Charleston this coming weekend. I raised the money for a bust to be put up in the Court House Square and since the problem with my sister, Betty, I have said I was not going to attend.

I need to get over this and grow up. I need to forget about how she treated me so unfairly and just go on about my business. To do otherwise, is to miss out on something that is my accomplishment. No one really has a better reason for going than do I.

It should be a simple decision but I keep wavering back and forth. It would solve so many problems if I would just go. I have to keep reminding myself that I am the one who will be missing out on things if I don't go. My words of Daddy's keep coming back, "I like my people to get along".

His people are not getting along. He would not like this at all.